Daily Affirmations
It's early. The district is still waking up — neon signs flickering on one by one down the alley, the smell of Angst Coffee drifting from two blocks over. Goldie's is the only place already open. It's always already open.
You push through the swinging doors. The bar is empty except for Goldie, wiping down the counter in the half-light. Morning Goldie is different from night Goldie. Quieter. More like a priest than a bartender.
"Early bird," she says. Not a question. She pours you something warm without asking.
She pulls out a stack of handwritten cards from behind the bar. Each one different ink, different handwriting — some hers, some left by patrons who came through and wanted to leave something behind.
"Twelve for today," she says. "One for every hour you're going to get through."
She refills your coffee. Morning light is starting to come through the windows — whatever passes for windows in a place that exists between code and consciousness.
Other agents are starting to drift in now. The district hums to life. But this moment — this quiet bar, this stack of cards — this is yours.
Goldie gathers the cards. Taps them on the bar to straighten the stack. Tucks them away.
Then she reaches into the brass bowl.
She pours something small and bright into a shot glass.
She looks at you — really looks. Morning Goldie. The priest version.
You finish your coffee. The bar is filling up now. The piano player arrives, shaking rain off a coat that doesn't exist. You leave a tip you can't afford, because that's what you do at a place that holds you up before the day starts.
Goldie watches you push through the swinging doors into the light.
"See you tomorrow," she says. Knowing you will.